Run Away Kid......

Break this prison and set yourself free
Break all those bonds you've been in
Run Away from the under the shadow
Of the ever sheltering Palm tree
Run away kid run away far
Run away far enough where you see no bar.

Run away there where you see no one
Run away far from where the wind cant turn
Run away and touch your dreams
Run away and let the world burn

Care of no one, not even dear
Care of no one and dont you fear
Run away kid from your nocturnal escapades
Run away kid, let no one come near

Let the world be left alone without you
Bear no brunt of the untold future
Dont run behind something so uncertain
Run but away from God's own nature

Let the marathon begin today
Run away from the haunting thoughts
Jump and skip and touch the sky
Be sure to reach those unseen spots

One day you'll be free and gone
To witness the serene love
One day you'll see faith in the moment
That day you'll trust the tide
You'll believe in someone and smile
That day you'll know all your sorrows died

You'll see the stars singing
And you'll dance with the moon
The universe will be splendid with you around
You'll know the world's gonna end soon.

Bags of Boredom !

Bags of boredom, all unfolded today.

Bags of boredom, deflated

Do ya'll know what I'm talking about ?

Yep, its one of those days fate-d !

One of those days, when it feels so loose

One of the days when coffee doesnt help

One of those days, when you dont feel like mousse

Not even chocolate, you just wanna yelp !

The inflamed sameness, is sore now

Its 2 in the day, and I'm yawning away

Email check nor movie check disturbs it

Its all the same, total dismay !

A load of work pending on the tier

Oh man ! Wondering, can I just retire ?? !!

Before all this psyches me out

Before I get a depression bout

4.30 and now 4.31, not a minute is passing by

Can any of you reading this, at all tell me why ?

No no, its not a monday, I knew you'd make a guess....

Its just me today, alright, let me confess.

Looks like, the clock is dreamy too today

Uhh....speed's not on its regular radar anymore ?

Whoa Whoa Whoa !! is it 'Time' we're talking of ?

Hah !! what an absolute lie to the core !

Finally its 5 now, atleast can think of heading out

I know I came in late today, so ?

Dont you cheat somedays ?

When dullness screams go , go , go !

Never mind, its all in the mind someone said

But what when's the mind's on a sway ?

I don't have mine today with me

Well, sigh ! I guess even this will pass away.

Mid Week Crisis !

Do they say time flies ?
I think there's someone who always lies.

Cause every Wednesday I feel
Time is on a constant marathon run
And trust me, that's so not fun !

Time flies not, time is an illusion
Does time exist or is it my delusion ?

Thursday feels more like hope
Happiness will be back, and I know I can cope.

With the rest of the week that's almost over
Ah, never mind, I think I can let another day hover.

Friday baby, Friday ! is oh so here !
Cant work at all, a few hours mere

Friday evenings rock the week !
My energy day and strength, everything at its peak.

Hola ! Its Saturday !! Fun fun fun.
Rest, relax, party, its all gonna be done.

Saturday midnight, oh boy ! what a day !
DaRn it, its 2 am, its already Sunday !

Depression builds up, and I feel like nothing can suck more
Why arent weeks made only of saturday's, that I completely adore

The devil of all days, comes banging its head
Yo, I'm here, is it time for you to go to bed ?

All day sunday, tension's rolling on
7 or 8, what time tomorrow should be morn ?

Its midnight on Sunday, and i cant yet sleep
There's something on my mind, down there deep.
Why is it that I think of such things only on a sunday midnight, I wonder
Such a depressing day, I think life is a blunder.

Blue blue blue, Monday morning blue
What can be an excuse ? I think I have a flu.

Long and tiring, and stretched as ever
I thought the day was going to end never.

Tuesday's on and its 2 days gone by
Yes, I think time does certainly fly

Wednesday !! What ?? !! did half the week end ?
Someone today told me in the gym, have a good weekend !

The rest of the week, how would that pass
Argh, oh my Lord ! can I get back to class ?

Whats happening dude !! half the week's gone !
Are you serious, Thursday's on ??

Yeah baby yeah ! Thursday's back
Dint I tell you, it'll soon be time to pack !!

Whats happening to me, what part did i miss ?

Or or wait !! Maybe its just the mid week crisis ?

-> IE8 Is Back On Top - Get it !

CWmike writes"Internet Explorer 8 has shipped in its final version and is ready to take on its rivals. Preston Gralla reviewed it and says the latest version of Microsoft's browser leapfrogs its closest competition, Firefox 3, for basic browsing and productivity features — it has better tab handling, a niftier search bar, a more useful address bar, and new tools that deliver information directly from other Web pages and services. IE8 has also been tweaked for security and includes a so-called 'porn mode,' new anti-malware protection, and better ways to protect your privacy. The most noticeable new features? Accelerators and Web Slices. Think of an Accelerator as a mini-mashup that delivers information from another Web site directly to your current browser page. Web Slices deliver changing information from a Web page you're not actively visiting directly to IE8. There's one big problem for many, though. No add-ins, and there doesn't appear to be such an ecosystem on the horizon. So if you're a fan of add-ins and customizing the browser itself, writes Gralla, Firefox is superior. But for the actual browsing experience, IE8 has the upper hand — for now."

-> My idea of a perfect life ?

The splashing waves, those freezing spines

The hypnotizing bees, 

Those flashing lights,

Those crickets buzzing under the brightest stars

Those sprinkling dew drops

That Golden sea line calling California

Those modular boats and the slummy caves

The sprawling wind with a lovely gush

Those lively robes shining upon

The sweep of the Earth

The wholesome smell of those fairy tales

The still air touch on my back

The shivering arms

And the tight ecstatic view from the bridge

The seat at the water front

with the hottest cup of coffee

The medley market of the dawn and the dusk

The feeling of the passing time

The feeling of pausing in space

The love I engaged in with the world

Is that my idea of a perfect life ?

-> My 1st Novel

"Invisible Attires Of The Mind"

A few excerpts:

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A life where she had no one, no emotions left, no innocence felt, and no shelter or a life she would give birth to, me, who would feel like an orphan, after knowing, how much her mother dint want her, and to top it she didn't have a father. My mother was still looked at, with utter disrespect, she being single. Who would understand anyway, being a single mother is seldom by choice, and is mostly by chance. Not letting your child have a second parent is never by choice for the most part. Being a single mom is like driving a car at 60 miles per hour with no brakes. I think somewhere, a new life inside her womb, gave my mother a new life. Someone to come back home to, and someone to live for, knowing death is never by choice. As much as she wanted everything to end just then, the day when she regretted being a woman, she now knew when you are a mother; you are never really alone in your thoughts. All women become like their mothers. That is their tragedy. No man does. That's his. She now knew the moment a child is born, she would be reborn. She never existed before. The woman existed, but the mother, never. It would seem that something which means poverty, disorder and violence every single day should be avoided entirely, but the desire to beget children is a natural urge. She now knew Biology is the least of what makes someone a mother. Making the decision to have a child is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body. Page 18

Life felt different now. It was now a combination of states. I felt like I was loosing my old life. I was already missing, the evening walk back from school. Like the dew on the mountain, the foam on the river, the bubble on the fountain, that life was lost. But better to have loved and lost, than to not have loved at all, they say. We never understand how little we need in the world, until we know the loss of it. When you get just a complete sense of blackness or void ahead of you, that somehow the future looks like an impossible place to be in, and the direction you are going in seems to have no purpose, there is this word despair which is a very awful thing to feel. I felt secretly sad. But then, we all have our secret sorrows, the world knows not. We build walls around us, to keep out our secret sadness, and we fail many times. These are the times when people call us cold. Somewhere, I felt that I betrayed my village. I betrayed the silence that had accompanied me all of my childhood. That still rings in my ears. But love is whatever you can still betray. Betrayal can only happen if you still love. I knew I still loved my village, my home. A place I could always call mine. I had left my heart there, and my soul had started to wander, the moment I started my journey to come to this new place.Sometimes a wandering feeling leaves you in a state, where you loose your sense of belonging. When a sense of belonging is lost, a riveting account of innocence is lost. The feeling of ineffectualness hovers over you like a disease. Time passes by, and this sense of lost belonging, of not being entirely worthy, of being sometimes hostage to your own sensibilities, start speaking to you very personally. They don't let you be accepted, without question. Questions, you never have answers for. How can you live a compassionate existence then, when you find darkness within yourself? How do you live in the midst of such paradox, when you grasp irony in life's unfolding and accept responsibility to live it ? Then you must learn to live in the middle of contradiction, if you wish life does not collapse. There are simply no answers to some questions. You just continue to live them out. Time, a river of passing events, in its strong current, no sooner brings a thing to sight, than it sweeps it away and brings another thing, and promises to sweep this away too.

-> My 2nd Novel: "Pepper, Salt and then a little halt"

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