Daddy I'm distressed and I cant declare.

Daddy Im distressed today
but then Im a human too
The one made by God
the one who needs to know
She'll have to go through her share too

Her share of pain, her share of trouble
Everyone needs to, in one's life
All what deeds have caused
All the hurt made by strife

But Im the apple of your eye, I know
I'll be fine too, how can I show ?
Its just normal to be troubled sometimes
Is why im in pain, I think so

You worry away yourself sick
With all your force you try to do mend it
But time's the bigger doctor you know
It wont let me sit, till I shouldnt sit

I wish I could express my pain to you
I hate to keep it away
You cant insulate me from all my knocks
I wish you understand that and let it sway

It never gets easy to see pain
On the one you love the most
But I'll be fine you should know
and soon we can raise a toast

But you struggle and you go insane
Paranoia strikes you when
I get distressed more and more
I choose not to declare then.

Womenocity !

I'm a kid, I'm a daughter
I spread my innocence with my laughter
When my dad calls me daddy's little girl
I swing my hip with a different whirl

With a girl's tag I get to know more
Mommy knows I need her for a friend
My imaginary world is made of dreams
The making of those dreams never ends

I'm a woman, now strong and fair
Can move a mountain with just a glare
My strength oh, dont you judge it by my mere fitness
My determination'll shake everything, you're not aware

I'm feminine, I'm beautiful
I live a life all by self, aint that wonderful
Independence I call it all mine
All you guys out there dont you whine

I suffer and I cry, I need a shoulder you know why
But I know and I wont rant, I'll show you I'm strong
If you call me weak, I'll stand upright
I'll move the rocks and prove you wrong.

I'm a mother filled with emotions
If you mess with me you'll lose
I'm a wife full of devotion
I'll part you from your booze

I'm a fighter, I'm a loner
I'm a woman full of honor
Dont you look down upon me
You'll wish you were a life donor

If I want I'll get a dead man alive
My pace of it, you'll give me a five
You wont imagine its velocity
Coz Its all about womenocity !

How many constrictions make a coin ?

I wake up in the morning at five

I have tea at six in two

And my wife for breakfast I cant join

Oh and I do this to make a coin

I skip my meal for a meeting at twelve

Why do I earn I think and I whine

I hush and rush all day

Oh and I do this to make a coin

I reach at home at eleven when its dark

The screens got to me by then

My glasses have made sure to make a mark

On my face thats completely sore

Kids are asleep and with my wife I cant dine

Oh and I do this to make a coin

How many constrictions make a coin

I wonder as i walk to my room

One's my family another's my health

All my time and oh my wealth

Will shrink one day I know

Why do I bother this much so !

I stare at those stars that blink

When i hear my kids snore, then i think

When will i hear them talk to me

Oh will that be one day when im free

Free of this business, free of my mind

Free of this world is when my heart will shine

Free of making a coin and free to survive

I'll then sleep one day and feel revived.

Is it....A geeks tragedy...

A computer was only in a picture

The picture which was then a waste

Cut You did with a knife

Glue you used for Paste

Compress you always did for space in your closet

Never ever to your files

You dare unzip anything in public

You'll sure be in jail for a while

Memory you probably lost

Now you have an extra CD to gain more

A CD was but a bank account

Now you have those in galore

An App - lication was for a job

A keyboard was a piano

A mouse probably grossed you out

Now you touch it all day, and cant even shout

Meg was your girl friends name

A program was on that TV wide

Ram was the cousin of a goat

And Chips were always fried

Web was where a spider lived

Log on was for wood on a fire lean

A Virus was a flu

And window you probably cleaned

What an era where the meanings changed

Do you even remember what meaning once they had

A plane crash might kill people

How did a computer crash manage that ?

Sometimes my senses....

....dont support me

my thoughts lack

they go for a walk

and dont get back

The fire ablaze

takes me away

My dreams on a spark

Nothing they say

The passion in me

wants to explode

with ropes and hopes

I get on board

Set to move and make a mark

All i see is wholesome dark

I yell for my senses 

and they refuse to turn

Looks like a stage on fire

everything might burn

With lot of courage

And a sword on my back

That gut in me

is set on track

I walk a step ahead 

The monster right there

Appears that he'll gobble me away

I'm walking on a string

A string made of feathers

The world is all asleep

Even the heat withers

My senses don't support

I cant scream

Cant even see

All I can do is dream

While destiny challenges

And fate is scorning

My eyes get back 

And I see its morning.

A Letter I wrote.....

..........................

Sits in the closet till the moment

Was for you once

But will soon enter the trash can

You no more exist hence

When i met you last

And exchanged that glance

You behaved like a stranger

Getting back together was just no chance

When you said "I'm glad things ended"

What were you thinking

Why were you so harsh

Or did you think I was shrinking ?

Do you know what it takes to live for someone

All life with nothing in return

When everywhere you've reached

Seems like you gotta take a U-turn

How do you say you're the only one so thoughtful

Do you know how these years I spent ?

Every visit where you were brought a tear

And with every tear, all my dreams went.

Your anger spills poison and you know it

You'll regret every word forever

After a million times even

How cant you take a lesson from it never.

This is your way of getting rid

Of your frustration I know

But it wont help blaming me

Your helplessness you just cant show

Dont play the blame game

And dont tell me what erked you so far

Look inside yourself once even

You'll have to go on a war

Drag yourself out of all these petty notes

Your conclusion for others sent

Realize life is not yet over

One day by the window, you'll know what I meant.

Forgive yourself for growing up today !

Forgive yourself for the mind that you have now
Forgive yourself for letting go the mind you had
Forgive yourself one more day for growing up
Forgive yourself for you're no more that glad.

Your brain doesn't cease to ask for more
Your heart only feels when do I reach there
You only wonder am I another year older
A year back that just went, was I nowhere ?

Emotions took over innocence
Goals over Dreams and wishes galore
That good night's peaceful sleep
Got snatched by another penny more

Forgive yourself cause it wasn't you
Who chose to go through the roller coaster
Forgive yourself cause it was time
Who taught you to run behind it being a master

Its not your fault, and you better know that
Its all that giant evil hollow
That took away your calm and serene hat
and left to the rest of world follow

So let it loose, every nerve that you got
Don't blame it on you, if it doesn't go your way
Let all that strain not eat you up
And forgive yourself for growing up today.