Unbated Abyss

Will it alter my life ?
I feel like it already did
Though I did the same things I do everyday
This thought is new and I just cant get rid.

If we consummate our assignation
It will irrevocably shake me up
My desires will screenplay the future
My eyes will sum it up.

I have a feeling what if
I am left alone in this culmination
At the end of the war of love
Is it going to be a rejuvenation ?

My wish is the villain
In this depth bottomless
Its hard to fall in love with a stranger
Am I scared if its meaningless ?

stranger oh you stranger
why did you take my heart away once again
Once again, at the end of five years
Once again, will everything end ?